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Above All Else
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IP:
This was one of the most depressive times of my life...
My soul felt alone and restless n my mind wasn't rite...
I wonder wut my parents would say now im in this place...
To them im a discrace and I can't bare to see my face...
I just hate it, this unusuall feeling I just can't explain it...
It feels like mah heart got smashed into the pavement...
But its worst, inside its empty as everything just left...
Now I want to reverse time, cuz i live a life full of regret...
Why does dis have to happen now and happen like dis...
After what happend, by everyone I won't ever be missed...
For a person like me, there can't ever be a happy ending!!!
because i had a straight road to life n now its jst bending...
No ones on my side nemore so right now im very lonely..
I lost mah dad to the war, and now nones gonna hold me...
Im young n still growing, n got noone to help n show me...
2 live a good life, and now my soul is dying very slowly...
It's already too late, since for nothin i've been sentenced...
60 years in jail, so living 4 me rite now is jst senceless...
dis pic is the closes i have 2 home since im stuck for a century..
The only family I have is thru this one picture dat was sent to me..
No body's going to remember me so there's no use of livin..
I should start gettin use to dis since mah life iz in dis prison..
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