Think Again

Now Paula was a young girl who was fifteen/
But she never told anyone about her sick dreams/
She dreamt of killing a fetus, after feeling a penis/
It’s not she wasn’t smart she was really a genius/
She realized her thoughts were sick and demented/
Dreaming of a devil who was giving her presents/
She met Tommy, who was a high school senior/
An intelligent gentlemen with a cool demeanor/
After school every day he would walk her home/
And he made her bad dreams crumble like a domino/
He would call her phone, and plan to make dates/
He would take her for a ride in his van and vacate/
A couple of dates pass now her heart is burning/
Filled with imaginary love, tells him she’s a virgin/
Never had feelings like this so she had to set it straight/
And tells him that she’s ready to move past second base…
Tommy got scared for a second and had to step away/
He was a virgin also and thought that was a better way/
Made plans to consummate their love on a weekend/
When his parents were out of town had to run a meeting/
He brought the condoms, cuz he didn’t want a problem/
His legs were shaking at the store when he bought them/
So finally the big day, he was nervous as hell/
Because he never did this he was a virgin as well/
Other guys had stories where they burn and they swell/
And if you had sex before marriage you’d be burning in hell/
Arrived at her house could he really deliver it/?
He palms were sweaty, and his legs were quivering/
So they proceeded to have sex and in the middle of it/
He felt something snap and it was beginning to rip/
He thought this is how sex feels, so I better just chill/
Head was gonna explode and thought this is the best thrill…
Next day at school, he went and blabbed to his friends/
She overheard the dirty talk and got mad at him then/
She threw a temper tantrum and said he wasn’t handsome/
She used him for sex because she really had to have some/
He yelled back that she was a dirty whore used and abused/
Profanities kept coming, they were both losing their cool/
So they broke up, Tommy started dating someone else/
They both couldn’t understand they take love as wealth/
A couple of weeks past, and she missed her period/
Now she realized that things are getting serious/
She calls Tommy, but Tommy wouldn’t call her back/
He’s having lots of sex now and thinks he’s all of that/
So she calls a help line, and they didn’t really help her/
She can’t tell her parents cuz her parents would scalp her/
So she keeps it to herself and everyday is cold and gray/
And she concludes that abortion is the only way/
So she went and got it done, now she’s crying in a corner/
In her mind all she sees is a child she had to slaughter/
Tommy still won’t call so she said the hell with it/
Cuz he’s going around now, telling people he’s celibate/
She has no one to talk to; walks around like a zombie/
Now she really regrets the day she had sex with Tommy/
Everyday is living hell, now she can’t find a meaning/
The next day they found her body hanging from a ceiling…


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