Wut im feeling right now:

This feeling came back agen, I just don't really understand it...
Its wierd, i dont think it feels like luv? but inside its expandin..
This feeling it doesn't hurt, not even sure if it feels good....
But i feel I need to let go of something, dat i know i should...
This girl, my best friend it seems like i knew her forever...
Damn, u have no idea i want her n i to be close together...
But the chance of that happening, damn its pretty low...
But my luv for her won't stop, it just continues to grow...
Right now I don't know, I just wanna let go and let loose..
If i could only choose who to luv, then yes her i'd choose..
But once again I can't show it, im here writtin with tears...
I think I luv sumwun i knew for 5 months but feels like years..
I guess dats the reason i ain't hungry, the reason i lost wieght..
But like everyone im lonely, but she's wut makes mah life great..
I finally know, I ain't confused, I know wut to do for once..
Imma show her how i feel after i hid it all of these months...
I thank the Lord above for finally showing me the right way..
I guess thats wut happens after every night I alway pray...
Yes tomorrow imma tell her, just as soon as i see her...
Im gonna say, "babe, I luv u, wen i don't see u i get weaker..
When im sick you help me get well and get better...
Your who I need, your an angel, your mah treasure....

hey people this is a true story, I just started writting it 10-20 minutes ago, and imma really do it.. please don't make beef, and please tell me wut u think