"A Love Story"



well it started, a while back, was on the phone with my woman/
and we was goin thru some issues, now I felt her anger coming/
words exchanged without thought,our feelings held no regrets/
she said it was over, and that she never wanted to see me again/
so with anger, I grabbed a gun,then hung up the phone and left/
I couldn't believe the woman that I loved had me contemplating death/
I started down the steps, the pistol gripped tightly between my fingers/
"yo this bitch left me, man...I cant FUCKING BELIEVE THIS!!!/
got in the car, revin the engine with the stereo loud/
confused as fuck, my head feels like a merry-go-round/
tryin' to remain calm, but cant, my heart was now black as coal/
my ass was alone, cold, and with nowhere to go/
I felt so different, because I knew I was by myself/
drivin' solo thinking, "I wonder what it's like in hell?"/
my eyes started to swell, I just couldn't hold back the tears/
I could'nt believe that I had just wasted 'bout three years/



the next morning arrived, still mad, ready to die/
pulled the car over to the side, sighed, layed down and cryed/
thought about our past together, the nasty weather, and our future/
and now I feel like a loser, because I fucked up enough to lose her/
I sat wondering, if she was feeling the same pain as me/
but its plain to see, that love is more than a game to me/
I must be insane, to have put her thru all of that pain and strife/
damn man, I've made the biggest damn mistake of my life/
I took her for granite, took advantage, and then was abandoned/
damnit, I was stupid to lose something that I truly loved and cherished/
we had a future ahead of us, to get married, and start a family's life/
I always swore to her that with me, shit was guarenteed right/
but now hope is lost, I cant go crawling back/
cuz I'd fall back on my back, then come crawling right back/
I feel I just might crack, I'm trapped, I'll never be free/
I've got nuthin left in this world, cuz that gurl, was everything/