im trapped in a 4 by 4 cell..with a door way to hell...
i open it up..im hoping the cup is there full of water..
i miss holding and having my daughter...
i dont but oughta fear..unsure how long ill remain here..
i can plainly hear ..the screams of the night dreams..
have you ever heard a gangster commiting murder??..
saftey is what i thought i would get...
now i stay confined and regret ever doing that crime...
but i gotta forget ..and let it go..i remain upset i no..
in a way i deserve this..it my life i gotta preserve this..
i remain nervous on what the next day will bring...
another fight?..or they might not turn out the light..
to watch us sleep..i stay strong i dont cry.....
im scared ..i wont lie..but i gotta get by...
for another 30 years..im forced to mix with my dirty peers..
havent felt this much hurt in years...
you start to loose certain cares...
drug dealers, murderous villians..
some people shouldnt even be here..they just fill in's
but i guess i will last..as long as i can 4get the past...

pz