oh my fookin word...i gotta say....even though this wasnt a well structured piece...and wasnt very reader friendly....

...i am totally feeling this....on a slightly different context most probably...but what you wrote here hit me so hard and damn deep, you wouldnt believe...i can most definetly relate to this..virtually every bit....especially the end part "please leave me for my sake"...(even though i would have said for OUR sake...)..

but for real...all i can say is...you can choose the darkness over the light....but depednign on how strong you are....and deep down who you really are....the light is still there to be found...and with strong will and determination....you can once again find it....

....respect....