static brain waves suicide they contemplate
this 9mm weigh's very heavy on my fate
as i put tha gun to my head...flashes of life start in rotation
pictures of my childhood now theirs...... *hesitation*
my whole entire life starts to flash before my eyez
my open casket momma leanin over percistintley cries
as tha picture fades and i come back to reality
if i pull tha trigga i'll be anutha statistic...anutha young fatality
but why do i want to live for all this suffering and pain
its to late now they'll put me in a instatution an diagnose me insaine
now i feel some sweat start to form on my........hands
my life is like god forgot to make any.........plans
i'm just a youth in a downward spiral on this planet earth
born premature its like they been tryin to kill me since birth
my prophicies were all complete like bein imprisoned
but this suicide i'm about to perform i did not vision?
but now me and only me i find myself at a crossroads
through out life ive been crossed by friends and foe's
but enough with tha talk my head's about to get caroted
i put tha gun to my head click........tha shit wasnt loaded?