Now see all I ever wanted in this life was
Some form of balance from morning to evening
My souls constantly gettin weakened im believin
My times due to swim and drown in the deep end
If not that dressed bummy on a corner smokin and drinkin
By myself never like anyone else couldnt be if I wanted
Straight up it feels like my life is over and done with
I still know though that I gotta do somethin
Id rather be that than nothin at all stay up for good
After a stumble and fall is the plan I never planed to be
Nothin at all except a young grown man thats successful
But ive hindered myself now my life is a mess too
Id wanna roast right now but im free from parafanila
Still feelin like a failure choices in the past years left
Me nothin but held up thoughts go through my mind
Like what the hell...fuck! will I ever spin outta this spell
Facial expressions like satan upon a throne with some
Angels all chained up from angles with their wings
Mangled and flame fucked lookin like im mad
At the world if an image like that was ever so real
But see thats just not me because im more like
Disappointed if anyones in aggrement with what
Im sayin and actually feels it then join in or dont
Ive became accustomed to standing solo

feel it or dont I just felt like flowin for a minute..keyed
notta minute but keyed..peace