Basketball and love in the flesh with this nice hottie, her name ain’t secret its Calhoun N., Aubrey//
Jokinly saying we perfect but being serious taught me, in jokes its truth me cheating she never caught me//
But there’s a reason cuz I never have or will cheat, that info ain’t discreet but for some reason I like feet///
Haha, just kidding that’s from mista deeds, the similarities shockingly similar down to the gritting teeth//
Basketball music personality we match, laffing at each other jokes an wondering if I was up to the plate batting//
Asking, wondering if im hitting over the track, and didn’t matter cuz I didn’t want sex unless it was pure that’s it//
Yeh I know a guy wanting to wait for true love, but maybe I found it and can see her at my side through times rough//
Times tough, but with her times are non existent, world turns round and round but when im with boo I missed it//
Just makes me write about of all topics this, getting paranoid cuz was hurt before don’t want it to be a trick//
I know it and try and not to be so self protective, and I expect the unexpected just so hurt I know to expect it//
Early on I might just feel paranoid and detect it, but later on sometimes I find that a plan to hurt was erected//
Im just scared that im gonna get hurt, fucking sick of being treated like dirt although it helps growth spurts//
But when I see her my heart chirps, mischief starts to lurk cuz the fact that she is playful is a str8 perk//
Ain’t a jerk a gentleman to treat her like a princess, it works but it ain’t no scheme cuz my love is a dearth//
Its in shortage, no supply cuz with the world I don’t compley, don’t cooperate sometimes I wanna die//
But those feelings disappeared when she appeared, I just hope I can be comforting and not heighten fear//
Cuz I got a good idea that she been hurt with tears, maybe that’s why she has a strong disgust for beers?//
Who knows I know I just losing center of gravity, falling but in a good way cuz I can’t feel the first half of me//
Second is just lost trying to look its tracking me, and with this new found joy my hearts constantly asking me//
You sure you gotta be sure don’t strain me, cuz I know if you get hurt your just gonna fucking blame me//
Thinking going outta my mind just insanely, then I see her talk to her and she an angel here to tame me//
But I know im strong and the strong survive, and that if this don’t work out it ain’t the end of my life//
But yo, its good to hope to have a future wife, cuz all I want in life is for my woman and me to be tight//
And some call me crazy and trying to go to fast, but if history does repeat its self its not the exact past//
Things change and people can just crack, skills wear and tear and voids can be filled that were previously lacked//
Lines can be gone and others tapped, people become strapped and others just finish goals and other dreams and tasks//
End of pt 1.

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