i cant let what you do destroy me take over me..
i cant let the pain fry my brain having me going insane to the point that i cant remain...
real.. real to myself to you or i but fuck it only the strong survive..
i cant let you make me feel selfless, hopeless, lifeless leaving me breathless.. having to gasp for air with all the fog of misery leaving me in despair..

i cant let you destroy what i amounted to be , the queen the righteous one.. the one that stayed strong through all the beatings,,no matter how many time i fell i got up,,no matter how many times i failed i grew up..

i cant let you take me down under where there is no sunshine but your yells and anger that roar like thunder..


i cant let you take the best of me.. i cant and wont let you kill me..