If you was here maybe youd see what i see
Nothing but darkness and shadows stalking me
Its been awhile in denail my concious talking to me
And everywhere i go this cold heartedness walks with me
Wish i had just chilled stayed home on that night
Maybe i wouldnt have been forced to take another man life
Maybe this is punishment for sins i committed
Felone 2 times convicted 84-A-6549 just another statstic
Just another man trapped in these walls
Making 20 cents a hour for city hall
Cant take it nomore plans of ending it all
My shoulder weight heavy it force me to crawl
Got grown kids me and wifey was getting married eventually
But it still aint happen and i got 20 years in this penatentairy
She still come up and visit she comes along with the kids
My oldest graduated college while i was doing this bid
Havent seen my father or seen my mother in years
So the loss of them flows wit the rest of my tears
Fear for my life so my shanks is sharp but im ready to die
It hurts inside and i cant live long with this lie
Im finally starting to break admit the defeat
I got life dogg i aint never seeing the streets
Never again will i feel the soft loving touch of a female
Im gonna spend the rest of exisitence trapped in this penile
Fuck contemplating i made my decision
Its bout time i escape from this prison
Just a quick move basically its nothing more.... a leap of faith
My options are gone this seems to be my only way of escape
I got no more choices and the voices is wearing my mind
So the sheet is wrapped around the top bars in a tight bind
My necks in the circle and all it will take it another step
What i got to live for?they took my freedom.... nothings left
I already wrote and put the suicide note in the mail
Saying 'FUCK YOU WARDEN' i finally escaped from ya jail