I regret to say that I've lost all faith
If there is a God why he play these games?
Why outta all the folks he takes the best?
Why didn't he take another motherfucker, just one of the rest?
Why'd he take the one and only person who can make me smile?
Even though I know this life aint nothin but a trial
To see if you're good enough to get in with him
To find this out he fills you with pain to the brim
And i've been asking him since day one to help me through this shit
He aint done shit yet, it feels like a diss
So I learned I gotta get through this shit myself
You don't wanna be there for me? aight I dont need no help
But my mind keeps going back to the last day
Like Pac said livin your life in the fast lane..the really fast lane
The police were on your ass the whole time
I can't help but think that's what pushed you over the line
Would you have done it, had you been alone
They claim drugs or alcohol but you aint even ever been stoned
You knew it'd be another thing to go and fuck up your life
I'm sorry I just miss dreaming about being your wife.......