Lyric... can i be in or not? the reason i couldnt on RB is because i wouldnt leave MT.. i do topical and an occasional text.this is one of ym topicals.

Flowers
By: Still_Remain

Dropping these flowers, my heart cowers,
I can’t face that your gone, fear overpowers-
Me all the time, was I even worth a dime,
To you, I wasn’t a good kid, wasn’t sublime,
Now I lay these flowers on the top, of your casket,
But I drop more, I drop tears of clear, my heart… a basket.
Full of hate, and I wonder why he took you and not another,
Another grandmother, you cared for me more than my mother,
You took me in when I was smothered, covered in lies…
I was a mixed up kid, you saw so many tears stream from my eyes,
Now I realize how much you loved me, and it makes it harder,
To let you go, with god I wish I could barter…
I want you back, you were my grandmother, god I loved her,
When I was alone, well, there you were…
This was an often occurrence, and when I crashed,
You covered me without insurance, but now you have passed,
It’s hard for me to imagine you in another place,
With more grace, with Jesus you came face to face,
I envy this, but I miss you now more than ever…
All I remember you by is what I grip, this sweater.
Gone forever, until we meet again, my hearts poppin’
As I’m droppin, these flowers on the top of your coffin…

i have more if you would like.

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