“My heart… a tomb”
By: Still_Remain
My mind is blank, my words are empty I speak lies,
Through my eyes I cry, in time I realize,
That its you who I hate, for leaving me,
How can this be? I thought you were my honey,
We should have been together forever and more,
How my heart died that day you walked out the door,
I feel so lonely, now all I sleep with are sheets,
Without you… I miss the soft thud of your heartbeats,
I try to calm myself as I soak the pillows with tears,
What we had, its all gone, ALL 6 YEARS!!!
Can you see how you are ripping me apart?
My life is over; fuck I don’t even want a clean start,
But I’m smart you underestimated my mind,
That’s not kind, I’m crazy, how could you be so blind?
All the nights I cried for you, in the darkened black,
Only to wake up knowing you’re never coming back,
NEVER! My heart collapses and begins to wither,
I’m crushed, my heart and mind slithers,
To the deepest space, this place is called my heart,
Bleeding with a dart right into it, sanity departs,
Reality strikes me hard, off goes the alarms,
As I understand, you’ll never be held in my arms…
I’m stuck, heart empty and all alone,
Because I know, you’re never coming home…