my word...

i've known people who are 'great' examples of 'extremes of the human mind and charicature and what not' if you would - and you my friend, are may not be right up/down there with them - but you are heading down that path...

...you say you fight it...like an eternal fight within..between good and evil...right and wrong etc. etc....and i would say the key is inner control....to control the mind, body and soul....to find levels of harmony and peace within by digging deep within...

...but i really dont know the full exten of it all.....or really know you fully...so i say...trying not to sound patronising...get some help...a psychiatrist or something...or just a close blud who you can speak to face to face, voice to voice etc. - who has a level head and a certain level of intelligence and wisdom about him....


..anyway....respect....