Hook - Fluidmoon
Trying to get mine, while not be intertwined in city strife
But i just may be inclined, revolving in the pressures of life
We all got needs, all do dirty deeds in the streets to make a dime
Goals in my mind, so i focus on the "ends and means"
This kind of life is real uptight, must learn to do it right
This time, i step in stride, lay myself on the line, to satisfy
Let me be, and seize this path, my creed is to hold on
To this philandering pride, ingrained so strongly, for so long
Myth
18 no money running out of food and clothes
engaged, a child on the way, no use for hoes
dropped out in the 2nd month of school, a senior
stressed out, on the other side the grass looks greener
looks of banks, sense of humor with a calm deamnor
niggaz hate so i feel i need to be armed with ninas
isloated myself away from my friends even close ones
running out of money quick so for dinner i toast buns
my father always told me stay young while i can
i love music but fuck trying out for making the band
i rather be happy doing this then making a grand
putting in applications and shaking some hands
trying to bury the past but it seems impossible
my talent for writing has been deemed remarkable
Hook - Fluidmoon
Trying to get mine, while not be intertwined in city strife
But i just may be inclined, revolving in the pressures of life
We all got needs, all do dirty deeds in the streets to make a dime
Goals in my mind, so i focus on the "ends and means"
This kind of life is real uptight, must learn to do it right
This time, i step in stride, lay myself on the line, to satisfy
Let me be, and seize this path, my creed is to hold on
To this philandering pride, ingrained so strongly, for so long
Myth
my mother always claims i have a talent for writing
arrested twice, so i was the one accounted for fighting
use to dip in out of relationships but now settled down
missing my girl, hop in the car, mashing on the pedal now
my world is turning, twisting my minds thoughts everyday
if u can't bring back my father then just get away
alot of people fail to see that i've been traumatized
my mothers disappointed i can see it behind her eyes
don't ever let my personality fool ya boy
angered, ready to divide heads in parts like a tulip boy
can't get a real deal so i show my skills on rapverse
the matrix, maybe pills will help my life go backwards
i'm tired of struggling, i've been dealt a lousy hand
no drugs, i'm struggling just to pronounce a gram
what type of future am i looking at now son
no diploma, 3 brothers and i was always the proud one
Hook - Fluidmoon
Trying to get mine, while not be intertwined in city strife
But i just may be inclined, revolving in the pressures of life
We all got needs, all do dirty deeds in the streets to make a dime
Goals in my mind, so i focus on the "ends and means"
This kind of life is real uptight, must learn to do it right
This time, i step in stride, lay myself on the line, to satisfy
Let me be, and seize this path, my creed is to hold on
To this philandering pride, ingrained so strongly, for so long
Myth
gray hairs in my mustache and head hair already
i'm broke so i can't even afford spaghetti
year anniversary passed of my ex fiance's death
alicia keys is taken so i guess beyonce's next
i ain't a tity man but i'll criticize some breast's
pop some altoids with colgate so i always come fresh
ambitions of becoming rich aka the top of the food chain
i was taught to think before i act so i always use my brain
can't go a day without a new rumor flying around or emerging
pist, so i'm ready to cut the gossip talkers like i'm a surgeon
sliding up into my girl i don't call it nut i call it splurging
about to be a father, dna in her womb develops another version
i'll admit it i use to love the groupies, from one to another
wore protection when rustled and tustled under the cover
bitch started to get fatally attracted, let her know i don't love her
her response "i'm gonna get my older cousin or brother"
but now things have changed my life ain't the same man
got a family about to start fuck a car give me a gray van
take my mixtape to an excutive, so what do u say man...
*beat fades away*
the ending is to susspose to be a cliff hanger so if i get good responses i can do a remix, i would like to thank my girl fluidmoon for the excellent hook, this is one of my more personal and serious ones