thinking about the misdirections in everyday media life on hold trying to survive all this spiritual strife/
stayin free of infections of physical and super natural nature behavoir pleading to the savoir to end my life quickly/
feelin sickly and im tired of the losses for the good of man kind, lets rewind and switch roles the constraints on my mind/
i wanna be rich ,why this bastard in my car, i want my name on a star, i want my cash to flow far/
the Man up stairs knew not to give me tha riches the camel could fit thru the needle if it was million inches/
wide i just wish i keep my mom crying from the lack of necessity i must keep ryding and jacking this sh!t cant get the best of me/
turning the heat up, if i was her i wouldnt gave me seat up, for nothing in this world is worth more than self worth/
i push forward in the racist of times getting tripped and mugged, asked question get answered with shoulder shruggs/
i go home crying my spirit almost dead i sit and try to think on my bed but the storm of insults keep thunderin in my head/
migrains equal my pains for my gains stay maintaining my hard name for future my fame/

my moms wont worry bout nothing no more knocking off banks or shanking dudes for dollars/
no hollering at my teachers i stop letting daggers slash insults reach me/
grew up above all this triflin "to krunk for me" everyday on the run was blind but now i see misery/

the fog of racism getting thick making me cough this 2nd hand sh!t will kill ya just cuz you there in the midst of it/
lil comments showing ignorance they dont even realize the philosphy they live by screwed and they say the Bible speaks of this/
"one man one master and thats the way it should be" that was on the cross wit the MAN no longer apart of his plan/
He said love ya neighbor like as ya self but they skip that part and just read the Book for what they want and put the rest on the shelf/
you cant do one commandment without doing the others now i get shoulder shruggers or just a damn this watever/

Screaming at these fools buying a life-time plan this must be hell this is my torture for my war crimes agianst man/