Topic: Begging for Forgiveness

1st: What Happened
Me & Steven were born on same days we were friends from the begginin,
Met all kinds of people but this girl of his...me & her had incredible feelins,
One night he was out she came round and asked if Steve was around,
I said no come in from the clouds dimmed the lights and played a soft sound,
A sinful romance was blooming the liquor made our hearts soothin,
Tryin to divert my mind but can't she put her hand in my hair and started groomin,
Sex was brewing we were groovin choosin to do this without thinkin through it,
Wait what was i thinkin what im about to do to Steve is worse than takin bullets,
But couldn't control my emotions i hesitated but penetrated her sensations burstin,
Steve walked through saw the state of affairs and i could see his soul hurtin,

2nd: The Situation
Steve blew up like nuclear weapons "WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING",
"YO YO STEVE THIS AIN'T HOW IT LOOKS" "OH SO NOW IM IMAGINING!?!,
"Aight Look it's all my fault blame me she don't deserve trouble",
"For what you did Tony...*slap*...consider this friendship like a burst bubble",
"U don't mean that plz lets talk we can prolly sort this out",
"Right now i wanna kill you Tony so right now...there ain't much to talk about",
"U sleep wit my girl behind my back and now u on ur knees beggin 4 forgiveness?"
"Get up and get out of here u don't belong why u shakin like a mafia murder witness",
"Look man I"..."SHUT UP...i had love for you but now it's switched to anger",
"Coz now u both intruders...i no longer recognise you...you're both srangers",

*I Pack up my things and go*

3rd: The Outcome
2 years have now past me and the girl are no longer together,
All that guilt desperately needin forgiveness made her fly like a feather,
I feel the same too i feel like i'll never recover what i truely lost,
So many years of friendship traded in for a moments pleasure at what cost???,
We like bros & i wouldn't expect frogiveness when i can't explain my actions,
He prolly receites everyday in vivid memory like they were close captions,
The pain it eats @ me forgiveness is all i seek please i beg jus end this beef,
It's like mental heat it burns me deep my.life is bleak if me and u don't speak,
It seems greedy of me to ask something when u know the 1st thing they taught ya,
Is when u have got best friends to never betray them by bedding their daughter,

The way i made it out yall prolly thought it was his girlfriend or something...that's forgivable.