I feel you on that BC... I got mad connects but why jump out there and then nobody respects ya shyt? I got uncles that can get me radio time (NY DJ's), my own DJ got connects galore, then there's my rap partner who just dropped his shyt... I know rappers that are actually out there putting it down, kats I used to be in Manhattan with doing the whole crew cypher shyt... the same niggaz y'all see on TV everyday... but yo, I was good enough to hang with them niggaz so I'd rather get there on my own accord... *kicking myself... I coulda been out!*