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Topic:Institutionalized
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Insanity
Day after day I spend, staring longingly out of the barred window
10 years I have been in this trend, with no sanity yet to show
I am a prisoner, stuck forever... both in my shattered mind and space
Constantly I get night terrors, visitors then go away picturing a nut case
What ever can one do, I was born with the destiny of a 'funner' room
I get watched even when I poo, then shoved back into my rubber tomb
No time or place for me to repent, I just get meds so I can have a 'chance'
Life has become eternal torment, life is passing me by without a glance
All I want to do is go out and enjoy life, unfortunately that is impossible
Why oh why had I not just put down the knife, suicide just seemed acceptable
But that time has past, I am ready and willing to just experience things
My life simply will not last, I have gotten the telltale dream of falling
I get the recommendation of just stopping it, what to do, what to do
If I do, I will be a colossal hypocrite, oh well, I never really was a good Jew
My time is short, my will is weak, I have to do what is right and end it now
My life has reached its final peak, goodbye fare world, farewell, chao
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