ay truth is, 5 years ago I had high aspirations and hopes for me
but as time moved forth I realised points in life and notice these
things in life that ain’t right; like why should I abide by government
or labour my ass of for a check to get money but continue sufferin
so I guess you can say I gave up, I got drunk and partied a lot
I said fuck the world, if I die tonight then bury me and laugh as I rot
now I’m a little more chilled, some say I’ve turned eccentric n shit
but ive just realised theres more to life since the devil sent me a clip
I drink about 4 days a week, but it’s constantly shots of my liquor
the alcohol’s like morphine to my soul; but it’s like a shot to the liver
a loss/loss situation… I used to once think I’d get to explore heaven
but as time moved on, I wondered if God’ be there as I opened door seven
sometimes I wake up and feel like im still lost in a dream
so I keep a lid on my spirit…… like a bottle of vodka or beam
& i might be just a name on the net; barely something to ya’ll
but if I didn’t have this shot glass and liquor…id be nothing at all.