I just heard from the docs im about to die, 24 tics remain in a life, she's losing her little hero so momz gets hysterical, not ready fo goodbyes, & still wondering though, if i should try to put my life in perspective and live it high, but there's no potential cuz eventually it'll be another fading imagery, what it means to me, this scenery, as i dreamed to be, another person worth hurting, the ones you love, is it so bad to die, and rest above, i guess in only twenty four all i can give is love and no more, to the ones that care, and bare a burden on their shoulder of my past despair. And does He even care? I guess talk to God if he's really there.

-LP