why do you love him so...yet you cant stay with him?

why does the fact that you cant have him bring tears to your eyes if you dont still want to be with him?...

on the other hand y does you face light up when you hear that new name?

... areyou shielding yourself or have you started a new flame? one that burns by itself and doesnt need tending?

one that will amount to more then a burned ot heap of
sticks this one will start a forest fire... the flame has started to spread

first in through your eyes then your mind eating slowly away at your brain....but you dont feel the pain of this burn you embrace it...

ur soul is the only one being hurt ripping away from ur once tru love only to be shut out by
another.....

but the flame still glows inside your mind and in ur heart... whichflame is it.. u dont know where to start
--