fearing the takeoff and wether this battle's a win or loose...
abuse the toilet from puking,is this a right path to choose?..
fuse is lit and im ready to give my all to succed in this war...
ensured my comrades that our freedom is worth fightin for...
before i have to endure the trenches and all the gunfireing...
wires nd claymore explosions dont do much towards inspiring...
retireing vets are repenting the situations that'r before them...
spend time figuring out places, wonderin where to store men...
eventually we get told its time, rewind good times in my head...
keep my mind off the fact that i could end up injured or dead...

next topic....
[a first time user of a substance overdosing]

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