i know its long...but i was feeling it

A soldier never dies,well atleas it never quits
Still affronting life even if its hard as brick,
my friends told me to stop...but without any reasons
my mom always told me to live life and never ask questions
i always did,followed her recomendation
but now still trying to stop intimidation
half of these rappers our talking about drugs
while im trying to keep life on earth and do peace and love
maybe im not your jesus,well im not your god
what i do is harder than making a miracle with some mud
When i first wrott this song,i had a tear to my eye
Why?cuz bfore i just never realized that life had a second side
The emotional one,with all these memorys on your heart
like when i try to make people stop drugs but they not
i dont even understand...i feel like standing in the dark
Like i only had ennemys and as a background dogs who barks
But i need to stand up,and never quit what i started
People are telling to shut up,like im just acting retarted
But i just ignore them,like i was afraid of nothing
I still keep my head up,and always wondering
how could i change the world?is it impossible?
Maybe i should ask girls,their much responsible