came from trailer parks to ocean view apartments
townhouses and back down the chain
my main cause of living was my girl and ryhming
the timing for her was great coz i needed sumn to rid tha hate
already 18 and i know that gods gonna close heavens gates
ive done bad things for my team layin niggas out wit a redbeam
thats why one day i wish to go mainstream n like tha WU get that cream
a fiend for killin though cuz im a pyscho for wuteva gets me tha dough
ive sold rocks weed and yayo used to sip gin till i commited tha 7 sins
fucked twins and got higher than tha towers,i ve had bitches cower fo they life only to be cut up wit my knife, livin a life of hell while my gang brotha dwells n tha cell
bailed myself out only to get caught again tha sawd off was my only friend
sendin letters everyday to my nigga both of us wish we neva pulld tha trigga
it was fun fo awile until it started to haunt my dreams
seems like it will neva go away so i pray
god help me save me from my torment
take my life away coz i aint feelin it
wut am i supposed to do i cant think without u
i cant breathe at night wen i die will u have there b a light
god im frightened wats gonna happen to me
i need u now more than ever help now b4 my head becomes severd
i pray to him like this everynight it seems like it dont matter cuz deaths in my sight
he might come tonite or tomroow i dont kno though
im not scared of dyin but scared of where im gonna go
wuts it gonna b like and will there be heavenly dro
or tha otha way around and have tha devlish smoke
either way im fucked my luck has sunk to tha bottom of tha ocean
so as i sip tha hypontic potion i ask for god forgiveness
ikno ive done horrible thangs but its not my fault its a sickness