Topic Suicide Contemplation



only a knifes grasp away as night surpasses day i reject myself being born...
vivid pictures dipicting my lifes troubles as i solemly mourn...
this fusion surpasses expectations my state of being in a delusion..
stigmata inserts uncommon laserations the pain details it not a illusion..
my last words scripture litericy in my journal for those to it may concern...
over the months ive grown nocturnel a insomniac my mind in state of no return..
now a shadowed lost soul light no longer exists only darkend expressions..
forsaken happiness is what my heart nurishes but never found..only deep depressions..
the image of the hammer cocks..but hesitation speaks as thoughts veir to a equal..
hell on my mind the destination reeks..couldnt have a unborn afraid of another sequal
a metamorphic sight as i cower to my knees..an beg for me to pairish..
i ask god please hear me out tonight i feel a magnificent hand. skin prevails frailish..
but it briefly fades away the superior figure abruptly aborted...
my body adamantly becomes numb my mind an bones become distorted..
i couldnt move..im in a state of translution the signs are signifigent..
a sharpe incision runs through my arm feels like tissue rippin ligiment...
the chain of pain rushes as the razor blade adapts to the veins..a resolution..
a rush of moments flash before my eyes like on going trains its..deaths evolution
exumed an weary my situation has arised tears revoke from my eyes..a burnin sensation
as i cut slowly produced no conformation provoke the blue blood from my wrists station
last words..a drop of blood for every tear...this is for the better...

my eyes oblivious to what i just read...as i put down this fans letter...

O.wning Y.ou D.aily