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Puttin MD On The Map
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-Emotions- ft LadyGangsta
IP:
~[Lady Gangsta]~
ive been called a fraud and a coward, they think im scared to do shit
but when the time feels right, im a nasty tru bitch
they ask me how i do it, how do i just produce shit?
but when u live thru it, it just turns to music
my skool aint no ghetto, just sum white trashy wannabes
they think its wrong that i rap, its sick, just the thought of me
but it gives me the strength and the power just 2 pull shit outta me
they treat me like a lepper, but thats who i am, then im proud 2 b
ive tried fitting in, but with every day id just slip out
no use im pissed now, regret everytime i tripped out
well, maybe i did it 4 my own personal satisfaction
crazy like a maniac in action, just 2 eye sum reaction
all the stares and laughs, whispers behind my back
rumors that im an addict to crack, but they dont know it they're facts
call me a slut and a ho, they dont think im a virgin
i havent had sex, but theres still sexual urges
but i just pull myself together, dont grief on it much
i just stay brief on the such, even though they treat me like fuck
and ill keep giving up, but i gotta stay strong
thru word of mouth, every spit, every song
every rhyme, every vere, every secret i blurt
every instance of hurt, disrespecting my worth
im ready 2 do this, git past the pain
and when i make my first million, they can all rot in vein
but til then, i gotta stick with my truce
cause this gift god gave me, is 2 precious 2 lose
so ill use it in the way that makes me feel most alive
im here 2 set my revenge, from the name, from the lies
~[StreetRyda]~
boastin to my boys as you passin me sayin 'what u think'?
but then i herd tham mutter damn what was she drinkin
thinkin i wouldnt hear i played it off like everthing was kewl
but i knew then they were jealous of that girl i pulled
ill fool them and make em even more envious of her beauty
truely if they think she's too good they really aint knew me
feelin a bond destrengthen between us with that little remark
emotions come to senses when notions of jealousy begin to start
reguardless her attributes your supposed to have pride in me
inticingly growin apart from ppl who are supposed to abide in me
finding these actions morally wrong and my grip starts to tighten
fightin was never an option until mouths started poppin so it brighten
writin to tell you my emotions of how i boasted about my girl but yet
my boys wanted to do nothing to cheer me up, insulted me instead
i wrote mine fast so i appologize for it lacking......
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.:Retired:.
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