thanks for the extension...nice drop, mine aint much been to busy with the new year celebrations...

Under a blanket of darkness I lye
And wonder staring into the black sky
What will I become and is she the one?
And their not done, they’ve only begun
I try and sort them, but those two rerun
Over and over again they play back in my head
No answers are given, but more questions instead
Will I survive on my own? Will I be alone?
Answers swirl in my head forming a deadly cyclone
Of outcomes which could end bad or good
What should I do, I wish I only understood
Which one would be the best thing for me?
There are too many doors for the eyes to see
With each decision, doors open while others close
Do I leave for school in the states and try to expose
Myself to pro scouts, with that I have my doubts
If they would notice me, plus there’s other routes
If I remain, I stay with my girl who I love
She may be the one, but I need help from above
I pray to God to show me some sort of advice
Only answer I know, is life is a toss of the dice