Bulemia
feeling stressed, having a hard time keeping shit in order
so depressed, i am cursed with this grueling eating disorder
constantly needing food, that hunger i desire
'tis the meat section in my fridge that i happen to admire
i stuff my stomach, with that juicy sensation
seems i love food so much, it is now an inspiration
to eat and eat, until i am fond of my surroundings
use to be real slim then got upset, food was my only foundings
ever since iv been under this spell, i shall eat for eternity
but i must find away, which is to quit this non starvation journey
IM tired and often cry my self to sleep, do to always being hungry
eating until i fall asleep, or i eat until i throw up the remains
all these lonely years iv been accused of being insane
but IM not, IM just a person with a lot of issues
believe me you will never know of your problem until it hits you
and you lay in bed everyday, stuffing your insides
with food you still seem to eat, even if its something you dislike
take my advice its no way to live its quite depressing
i live this sick life eating until IM full, then resting
never sure if in my life this disorder serves a cure
i hope so, IM tired of this ugly beast that reveals to live in my mirror
i wish to get help, for my issues and certainly solve them
because no one in this hurtful world deserves to indure this problem