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L.E
From: Edmonton, Alberta, Canada |
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IP:
...My Last Day Is Here...
...What Can I Do Now...?
The echo in my head, the doctor's feet...my pulse begins to race...
...The tension in my skin...the devilishly evil grin...on my examiner's face
"Well first I will give you the bad news...damn, I feel sorry for you..."
...I can see the false compassion his eyes...why is it so horribly cruel..?
"You are dying...and it gets worse...you have 24 hours, only a day..."
...I feel like weeping...If only I had one more year and just not today
The doctor takes an enevelope...takes it out, his hand inches close...
..."With this envelope...before you die, you can live your dreams and hopes..."
I look at the envelope...what secret magic happiness could be inside..?
...My heart sinks again...nothing that could make me last longer or survive
"Cheer up..." The doctor's smile appears on the clean-shaven chin...
..."This will allow you to create the wishes and ambitions that could have been."
No...I say to myself, that just would not be morally right...
...I wanna spend my time with Shayla, 'cause there is only tonight
I pick up my jacket...I head for the door, the doctor's voice is ringing...
...What the fuck have I wasted my life for, I wish I could go back to the beginning
In what seems like an instant...I am already home, why so quick...?
...I tell Shayla, but she laughs and smiles...like it was some sort of trick...
"No baby...I am dead serious..." Tears form in my eyes I embrace...
...I can feel the numbness in her body...I feel the tear roll down her face
"No baby...please...you can't leave me here, I will die if you go..."
...I release all of my tears...I squeeze harder, a sob escapes my throat...
We pull away...I cry harder as I see those green, tear filled eyes...
...She leans forwards and kisses me! To my own shocked, horrified surprise
I push away..."Shayla what have you done, now you will die too!"
...She falls to the ground crying..."I can never, ever live without you..."
I pick her up off the ground...I embrace her again, I wont release...
...I start to cry again...she sacrificed her life...she just obtained the disease
We decide to take a drive...we drive down by the river, we take our place...
...I look at Shayla's face...she's smiling...and it is like God's shining good grace
I sit there and lay down...until the sun goes down, but we dont move...
...The most romantic night of my life...here with Shayla under the sad moon
"Baby...do you think we will be together still? When we are in paradise..?"
...I tilt my head..."Death can't even stop us...we will still win the fight..."
A gentle raindrop lands on Shayla's head...another tear roll off her head...
...She buries her face into me..."I have to watch you go...I wish I went instead..."
I begin my weeping again..."It will be okay...trust me it wont be long..."
..."Baby...please...promise that you'll kill me now...before you are gone..."
My mouth is wide...but I reluctantly nod my head...It would ease her pain...
...I lift the rock...I give her a gentle kiss..."I love you...I will see you soon again..."
...Headlines: "Two Found Dead By River...Boyfriend Murders Girlfriend..."...
...It Was The Boyfriends Last 24 Hours...
...Source: Doctor Vandermier... |