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Old 01-06-05, 05:07 AM   #1
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Insanity- posted orignally in try outs by (X) CeEd

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I was nervous, scared one day it would come true and i would loose insanity
loosin' myself my mind flew away but radically i tried 2 come back 2 reality.
all the times i sat in the front yard wonderin' what would happen to me.
after seein' what i saw......my friends death was just to hard to bare, and see
he got shot in the left side in his heart...and that left me on a Nervous Break
I tried explainin' to people in the hospital how i felt it wuz hard to relate!!!!
They said i needed time off work needed to relax and have a good holiday
I slowly lost touch wit' my sanity and obessed over the thoughts i made...
I was slowly moved to "THE INSTITUTION OF PSCHOLOGY"in Victoria
After staying there for 8 long months i grew to know i had all sorts of Phobia's
lookin' every day at the night sky i would wonder,when would i get of my feet
Everyday someone would wnna fight me, for who i was, i really needed Relief
I would hold my breath till the day came,till the label "SANE", was labelled and i would finally remember my name....but till then my mind closed to Fatal,
And now i am standin' all alone in the Balcony hopin' this is all Superfical....

uppin 4 feed back
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