yo this is truly personal
I don't give two fucks if its ammusing
if anyone knows me they know this shit's true
and this is part 1 of this..If I choose
to leave my home..I will put our part 2
and it will be the last time you'll see me...
peace..this is life...
-Indeph
Picture Person-part 1
I don't wanna leave...but I have to...
I don't have to....but I wanna leave..
for me to continue my presne..
I gotta choose one of these..
this not a duck duck goose sutation..seriously..
this could be the last time..you hearing of me..[repeatx2]
New clothes purchased soley for a new pose..murders certainly..
escaping cases..I have no pateince for loopholes..
wool coats to get warm,for the winter..although burn in the summer..
because you keep the coat on..to cover whats under..
wearin the same shirt..because its all thats left..that fits..
you say that's it..money making tactics..slips into a habit..
then you gotta produce your spending as more then your buckets..
because its either you owing money..or you running with nothing..
I have urges to slip into this life..but what kept me I gribbed into a mic..
which kept me from leaving my home right now I swear to god..
I sware to yaw..me leaving I'd even be better off..Helping out
will probably.................................be stepping out..I might have to test it out..
so I listen to music..and whats true is..they say..Nas dropped out in 8th grade..
which caught me by surprise...which made me think..I'f I should die..
nobody who be aware or even care..If I'm alive..
I don't wanna leave...but I have to...
I don't have to....but I wanna leave..
for me to continue my presne..
I gotta choose one of these..
this not a duck duck goose sutation..seriously..
this could be the last time..you hearing of me..[repeatx2]
I been talking to the council..Distilled thank god I found you..
you talked me out of it..flow told me what I'd ammount to..
Da Vinci,Fi-del to paralell..everyoen of you had me..
when my hell was self..the thank you sessions over..I'm getting older
but doing more crying..I can't eat..I;m starvin..I'm on diets..
and I don't realise it..expreinces in visions..so in the dark..
I'm still frightened..sounds silly..but everyday I get an ow feeling
physical and menatally..someone's negatively feeling me..
either real..or mystik..real or is it..at least is company..Im still gon miss it..
have you ever been fearing a parent..to the point when shivver..
they bitter..so they get the hittign as soon as I enter..ammusing or not
this my life..I can't change it..maybe fucks could of gave it..If I was famous
brutualy people are true to me..well I'm finished.......
don't mind me focuse on what you can be...
I don't wanna leave...but I have to...
I don't have to....but I wanna leave..
for me to continue my presne..
I gotta choose one of these..
this not a duck duck goose sutation..seriously..
this could be the last time..you hearing of me..[repeatx2]
my face pressed u against..clothing and acceserios shops..
lookin at phat jeans..wishin to own the business..just thinking "thats me"
getting yelled at about grades..getting stabbed in my face..
I don't exaguarate..it just really aggetiates..living under a roof..
where' your whole life's something to lose.dudes proving there manhood
by harassin the bastard..who going through to much to fight..
getting hit as I sand there..waiting for an answer..I just get madder..
but don't act at it..I was just to famished..and in an instant they vanished..
I couldn't tell.I had my hoodie on with my head down..I wanan go to bed now
and Im gonna be fed how?..my stumache rumbles..like my fuckin uncles..
I should leave right now..I could die in another jungle..
and still be known as some dude..only if I want to..
so right now I'm just lookin..never blinkin thinking..where should I run too..
I don't wanna leave...but I have to...
I don't have to....but I wanna leave..
for me to continue my presne..
I gotta choose one of these..
this not a duck duck goose sutation..seriously..
this could be the last time..you hearing of me..[repeatx2]