Emptyness
Used to be a time where I didn't give a damn and just lived my life
Partied all day and night,fun was my only object,no stress or strife
Always smiled,never frowned although the relationships weren't profound
But sweet pleasant childhood memories come back as i take a look around
Grew up in a warm nurturing nest filled with love,so extremly blessed
Who would've thought I'd turn out to be a careless woman without a quest
I suddenly realize that my biological clock keeps ticking when I see
Couples with their kids cheering so playful with such a vivid esprit
My heart aches due to this emptyness I experience deep inside my core
Although I have a beautiful loving girlfriend I adore, I can't ignore
This pain of missing something in my life which she can't give to me
Tell her about my sorrow,tears in my eyes,not thinking she'd disagree
Her facial expression betrays her inner thoughts and she utters a sigh
Asking me why,doubting the love I have for her which I of course deny
But she doesn't listen,closes the door behind her back and just leaves
Me with an even bigger emptyness,confused and hurt as I run to Steve's
Destiny Fullfilled
My hands are shaking as I pick up the phone,no more reason to postpone
Scenarios running through my head,silently praying that she's not home
Shiver goes down my spine,so insecure and scared when I dial Lisa's number
Struggle to control myself while she's calm as a child in dreamless slumber
Beg her to acknowlegde and accept the helpless lil creature inside my body
But she refuses,claiming what we shared had always been cheap and shoddy
I collapse,fall down on the floor,all my goals and deepest dreams so shattered
Steve holds me tight, whispering sweet words,telling me what really mattered
Heart bruised by her cold rejection but I don't need her false affection
I know I'm not alone because soon I'll be able to admire my own reflection
Together with my best friend who gave me this wonderful and precious gift
Wonder who's features it'll have, his eyes or maybe even my intense drift
Parents worry what the people might think,a gay father and lesbian mother
But we'll devote all our love and he softly whispers: "let's make another"