thats werd i feel you about that strict living definately...but straight up if its that bad just get out the house and search for your dreams without RV (what im doing soon)...look at pac,eminem,biggie they never had computers and yet they made it...so theres obviously other ways and im gonna find those out as well in a year or 2...for now just do what you gotta do i definately feel you on this though...good luck wit everything if i was you i would also tell them straight up this is what i wanna do and that all your gonna do is record...if they still dont let you i would go with killas advice and just go in anyway unless u got somethin to lose...

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