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went thru some health problems. key'd this up.
my habits are drastic... ive nearly had it
lyrics mastered become my only prophylactic
im a hazard to myself...'n all of earths wealth
cant stop myself... from damaging my health
defense mechanics, mixed with biologial standards
sought to protect me... come up with different answers
just a cancer to myself... always thought to be fine
reality's sign hit my mind... now reality is mine
the hands of time grow weary... often nights become teary
realization of the theory.... that i've grown to fear ME
inner struggles uncontrolled, theyve got a grasp hold
on fate it seems... but my destiny will unfold
planned to grow old, constant thought of the little one
bares a strinking resemblence to my fathers middle son
ways of life changed... things rearranged
but the inner pain will always remain strange
i battle myself, my inner strengths
have become the source of my very pains
im hesitant... refuse modern medicine antidotes
so i release myself, and ponder sentences that i wrote
my habits are drastic... ive nearly had it
lyrics mastered become my only prophylactic...