shout out to my nigga darrell. He' is deaf, but that kid got some fucking dope skillz on writings fam. This about him and his life.
Living suicide aka hell
Everyday its an joke to me, no literally, I have disability needs
Everyone laughs at me, just wish I wasn’t born to even breathe
I go home everyday holding onto the gat, I want to kill them
Break there fingers so they wont point no more, I’m sick of em
I cry everyday, my tears flow, but don’t reach to the ground
my life is so cold, they freeze onto my cheeks, I stay with a frown
Like an microphone cord around my neck, I cant speak clearly
Plus I’m deaf, I cant hear nothing, so everyday I’m lonely
Living middle of no where, to me I call this tears rain, mayne
Cause I don’t show my tears, like a wound onto an tight bandage
Even though I’m deaf, I don’t hear laughter, I read faces
Like an physic. Like chess, I want to put them in there place
Memory of the laughter never goes away, like in-side jokes
The pointing, like an sharp finger nail, they’d ripped my soul
I feel like I’m in the 1960’s when black vs. white was on
I’m treated differently but in a hurtful way, they call me shrek
But I thought every nigga be loved, me no, so my v will never brek
My mother made an mistake to have me on this earth, man it hurts
I want to move away, like a balloon, everyday my heart bursts
*guns to the head*
Why was I born, I don’t want lungs, I don’t want to breathe on this earth
I’m gonna going to kill myself now, so no longer I will suffer, on this surface