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A Reflection Of The Past
From: inside your nightmare's |
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IP:
ever since my younger days, iv been criminal minded
i stole a car, and hit a man, which i left severely blinded
got 2 years in a juvenile facility, there i took medication
for my insanity, because i made bad choices with no hesitation
depressed and anxious, wonder why i am like this
why be sad, i cant take this, IM going to fight this
just the other day, i caught my mother smoking crack
i thought to myself, in the middle of all this, where is God at
gets me so mad, that IM now the only sibling
my brother was murdered, because the way he was living
he had a 3.0 GPA, and a football scholarship
he was always smart, he never bothered shit
but fuck it, i hate life i cant take the stress
i wasn't blessed, with a life of good, IM living in a mess
my father was a drug Fein, serving life in prison
another number in the system, the bastard i don't miss him
not there throughout my life, so i do drugs just to get high
and take my mind off things, that make me curl up and cry
tears dropping down my eyes, my heart is full of guilt
because all of my life, it was love that I never felt
but steal I remain a man, with no one to look up to
all I have to say to those who tried to bring me down ...............................
.......is FUCK YOU
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Crhyme Sindicate
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