Tears coming down my eyes, as I quickly change personality
My own girlfriend pointing a gun at my head, hand is shaking furiously
I’ve broken her heart in pieces, like an rose has lost beautiful pedals
I’ve split her heart in 2 like sandals, I treated her dirty not like an gold medal
On my knees, my lungs are like an vibrator, shaking. I was in a havoc of fear
Thinking, if she pull the trigger, everything I done when I was alive, will disappear
Her eyes red, she was angry, furious, like the devil. If I’d talked she would turn into Satan
I hit her, more times than Roy Jones, been hitting a boxer. As I rethink, I felt so ashamed
I put my hands together, started saying words, I felt like I was talking in foreign language
I was praying, telling god to forgive my sins, begging for my life, I didn’t want my brain, a spinach
I started saying “sorry”, though that will not help, she has so much hatred on me, deep in her layers
She puts the gun in my mouth, like a dick. My lips quivering, she looked me in the eye, Your last prayers?