Tuesday,Febuary 01...
Today's day my brothers was a trip.
Today april became my ex,she was coudled up with him,
Up in Gym.What's bogus is I had to hear..
it from martell...why did I have to hear it off a peer.
And they say she said No,didn't even care if I know..
So I'm feelign down,with my head draggin,as I stare at the snow.
At the moment I didn't know who to trust.
This type of shit I've experienced..fucks you up.
even if you thought you were tough..I am cut..
slashed with a dagger to the back...I feel like
I've been dragged a class,self esteem feel deflated...
prides degrated,I feel I'll never find a replacement.
Failure I taste it,don't know who's love is fakin'...
I don't think I can make it...it'll take some time...
I'll pace it,this isn't one of the races..I just feel
like the time I spent...was comin up wasted..
Its sad,cause of all my girlfriends she was my favorite.