"Ruthless"
Journal Entry #15 -- "Sick of it!"
Man..
When will the murder stop? Its spreading rampent..
Were dancing with a develous breed, making advancments..
The plan is, to take crime off the streets, but fuck it..
My dear beloved... Cops will always be out-numbered..
See, stopping the violence is called; pure insanity..
Profanity.. Humans need war, peace is blashpemy..
To some, but son; the sun shines too bright..
Its time to get wise, not spark minds, I'm lighting the fires..
Supplying desires, of many you just need to see it..
The world full of stupid minds, that need to be hit..
Dont see this, as a wake up call, son the truth is..
Hold your own; cause the whole world is fucking ruthless..
"When you live life on the edge, all boundries of whats normal suddenly become irrelevant. Survival mode takes over".
Journal Entry #17 -- "I just shot a man"
Look,
People dont always go, by what they say..
I heard story's, but to have it happen, I'm in dismay..
I wished the way his face looked, would drift away..
Fuck it, I wish I just forgot the whole fucking day..
If something played, out different maybe I woulda chilled!!..
But it didnt, and the resault? ...An old man was killed..
Yeah.... -But thats the past, no changing what went down..
If I could re-arrange one thing, I'd want god around..
For me..
Cause if I got nothing to die for..
Then whats it all worth..?
Think about that..
Final Entry -- "I'm stressed. Goodbye."
Uh huh..
And think about ya pal; the guys in prison now..
Not really living how, he planned his vision out..
When he started life.. It was hardly trife..
But now? My two cents, this is hardly life..
Fuck it.....Everyday theres new beef, on who's chief..
Of the institution I'm kept in, I knew we..
Had no chance of living in a system controlled by..
Crooked cops, ruthless people, while I strolled by..
Before I was electrafied, with a certain future..
I find..
Being ruthless was the only way I'm used to..
Used to..
Used to..
"You learn your entire personality from when your young. What you learn, and the way you see people interact.. Will stick with you. If a child grows up around violence, they'll grow into violent people. And nobody's gonna change that".
Think about it..
PEACE.