u know how its always something in ya life that just makes u want to go bananas and u just want to kill ya self but man we got to stay strong through these hard times im gon just give u a piece of my life feel me out

my mom always told me hold ya head high//
and pops a be like nigga never lose ya pride//
grandma will tell me pull ya pants up and dont become a crook//
and aunt be right beside her tellin me to hit them books//
and now i need god to come and show me the way//
cuz now it feels like i lost god and forgot how to pray//
now my moms take beating from a nigga i barely know//
swear i tried to kill myself head bout to explode//
i wish i could escape this world spaceship my problems//
find my self racin out the house wit sack of clothes and tantrums//
sometimes i think im a mistake of this world i find myself lost in my mind//
scared that wen i grow gon be one of those killahs wit k's and nines//
sometimes i wonder if grandfather rock was here things a be different//
but befo he died he always told us dont turn sour keep ya smiles glissen//
so befo i bring these scriptures i lay to a closer//
keep ya friends and family close but GOD closer//

U know even if u dont have a place to stay like a homeless always keep god in your hearts and everyone on rapverse from the greatest on here to he newest newbie always keep god wit yall

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me im human crack in the flesh the last of the best/
on way to describe me spectacular YES!!/
Stay come shorty when u see that palmed 40/
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