well last week i took a plane over from europe to meet some rappers from rv who i think are so great on rv cuz they are the best not like wack ass guys like nostradous and c.a.l.i bitch they are dope i went to canada first to get phenom then we drove to boston and met up at his moms house now everything was fine at first we were playing video games like final fantasy then carsons mum left so i said i love role playing games and carson said me too and put his hand on my thigh i was like what the fuck i get paided for stuff like this so carson said chill im load i dont know is he meant his penis or bank account but i grabbed it then phenom grabbed me and homo sex happened it was great to actually be with a wealthy white horse jockey and a signed rapper but its bad cuz after i left carson and phenom stayed toghther and i think they made love without me and its fucked up cuz i think i love them both now im back in europe and confused what should i do?

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