Man this some real deeep stuff....please read i'll leave feedback 2 anyones....this is what really happend in my life
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School,cant even get proppa education
Without the rednecks and shit waiting
Outside of every classroom,
I'm thinking to myself how soon
I'mma have to try and plow through
All the jealous and hate they create
Get through the journey with my faith
Heavenly gates,i cant wait
I'm in a horrible mental state as of late
seems like no times passin
ANd peopels thoughts and how i'm reacting
Go thru the doors hear them all laughing
Cuz i'm white and i enjoy the art rap
One of these days i know i'll snap
Now man lets bring um back
Bring um back to when i was a child
at the age of 2 social security was filed
Why cuz my father had passed away
Mom preyed to see um an other day
In my heart is where he would stay
Remeber in videos him calling me j
Without a dad growing up was hard
Mom was brusied,beaten and scared
Why cuz she needa man in her life
The only man she needed was the lord christ
But she didnt see it eyes filled of the world
IT was the devil lying to her
So i lived up without a momz too
For my grandmas and grandpas where i grew
Growing up with grams and gramps
Was pefect soil for this plant
Till i was at the age of 9 or 10
Thats when all the drinkin begins
Grandpa cheating on my grams
Thinkin hows that in gods plans
I remember staying up and cryin
Thinkin that they were all just lyin
False engery they was supplying
Uncle shawn and my grandpa fighting
Next up grams and gramps gotta divorce
Just me and grandma holding the fort
With no man for an other support