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.::Outside The Circle::.
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IP:
As I begin to take the steps from adolescence to teen..
I realize what’s happening to all my dreams that could have been..
All the pressure.. on my mind and body is just too much to handle..
It hurts to not look back.. as my whole future is slowly dismantled..
Its too much weight to carry.. I begin to tumble.. but no ones there to catch my fall..
even as my voice rapidly gets quieter and quieter.. until no one hears me at all..
my senses are failing . As a whirlwind of thoughts begin to rush through my head.
Where’s My Father At??? Doesn’t even care about any of the tears that I’ve shed..
With no Role Model’s.. I begin to doubt the only person I truly love… (God)
The path I tread appears to be leading nowhere.. so I turn to drugs..
As I take another glance at this dull knife laying here before me..
Realizing before I do this.. that every scar represents a different story..
My thoughts are distorted.. as my vision slowly begins to fade..
Gazing as my tainted innocence is left on the serrated edges of the blade..
I’ve made my decision.. I think im ready for that fateful flight….
This is my final calling, opportunity to possibly make things right..
As night falls… the tension between heaven and hell rises..
My pregnant girlfriend doses off.. and slowly closes her eyelids..
I have mixed emotions as I lean over and give her that one last kiss..
As I put the cold hard bullets in the chamber.. its just sad it had to end like this…
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