Darkness surrounding the room, trapped inside this shadow
Craving to escape life's misery but she's glad though
Now that she has found a way to reconcile with her past
By making sure there's no future to build the contrast
Laying in the bed where spine-tingling highs were once felt
Where a blessing or curse was made and the cards were dealt
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The innocent creature that grew inside her, so beguiled
In mommy's belly set...a calmly delicate little child
That underlined her own flaws and the mistakes she made
Faint light of the candle reflecting in the knife blade
Cold metal pushing against her skin, deeper in her vein
To end this ultimate fight she could no longer maintain
There is no point in competing with such a pure being
She never thought the rush of blood could be so freeing
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"Mommy mommy,look look! My tooth finally fell out!"
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Oh how that foolish happiness in his eyes lit up the room
Such a perfect little angel, once so safe inside her womb
The reason for living became the one cause of her demise
The simple smile reminded her how much she hated goodbyes
But by looking at him she realized what she couldn't reach
That ignorance and naive sense that is shown in his speech
And so she becomes one with the knife, causing a red flood
A ray of light through the window reflecting in her blood