Midnight
Darkness swarms around me clinging to my skin,
Asking me questions of who I am and where I have been.
My back is weighted and I feel like I am about to fall,
My hands search around as I begin to feel around and crawl.
This hallway just never seems to come to an end,
I try to focus in on one voice, but in the bends I lose my friend.
My mind begins to wander and think about being alone,
Why do I feel as if I am trapped inside my own home?
I wait for hours until my vision becomes apparant,
Emptiness like a street in the morning, I am left with my merit.
Noon
This light cascades vision which enables my tongue,
but with my senses come the feelings of loving some one.
What is done to my ego that it should be hurt in this way?
That what she can say can make me wish I died that day.
I peer into the window and view the rainbowed color fragments,
I caught the light, but it disappeared in my hand! Where was it? I just had it!
The sun rises and dies with the tick of the unholy time machine,
Just sitting and waiting for someone to come and intervene.
Sun is gone and now my day has just begun it's final turn,
I become blind and lose everything that during the day I earned.
Night
I wander throughout my house looking for my "common cents",
Find my Bible, but it is too dark for me to read or repent!
This darkness swarms and sickens me to the last bone I embrace,
With such sickening pleasure that I can't bear to feel my face.
To know I embrace this darkness makes me feel disgraced,
Never have I ran so fast to try to achieve something in such haste.
I wait until my day comes and I see what my life holds,
But until that hour comes, I will just wait for the light through the window.