Emotional Feeling
Dirt scrapes my feet as I walk this forgotten road,
I desperately look for street signs to tell me where to go.
I know that my choices keep me alive, but I don't care,
I feel hopelessly lost, like this road leads to no where.
This emotional feeling bites at me until finally I break,
Just fall unto this dirt covered ground and cry while I shake.
I make it in life because a light has always guided me,
Now to be free is like a mask that has disguised me.
Shimmer
A shimmer of hope which last for but a moment,
I wish I could have grabbed it and hold it.
But the time has passed and darkness has surpassed,
all hopes, dreams, and fantasies from my past.
I write within my head for paper is no longer possible,
I look up for something I can depend on to be my idol.
But these trees are like towers which contain my world,
Then wind blows me and my life begins to swirl.
Like a blender mixing ingredients to form the perfect recipe,
But then the plug is pulled as if someone is just messing with me.
Complete Surrender
I fall on my knees and surrender, for I am weak,
I am covered with dust and there are blisters on my feet.
A meek and humble person who's morals are gone,
My soul is inside has disappeared along with my song.
My song of hope, praise, and all things of value,
We all experience a walk through darkness, but few come through.
Have you?