HOME
[Prologue]
Knowing I have left it steady,stuck already now entering dawn
my feet stranded;me desolate but holdin strong
with tears prolonged;eyes drowsy,it seems fears gone
clothes torn,through wires and thorns,it's been so long
tryin to figure out who's fault it was and who's wrong
but im all that's left now,feeling stranded, loose to roam
so I guess I must survive on my own now,cuz this is home...
[STORY]
getting out of bed,my arms stretched,im standin god bless
another day,another test,im still breathin who woulda guessed
I never bet,cuz another sec like that and I woulda wrecked
but I got some rest,thank god it's a new day and im feelin fresh
I mean I was next,it was either meet death or wear a tef
so I chose a tef,I also chose this life and I feel regrets
but nevertheless, I never leave this place without my vest
cuz u never know when someone might drive-by and get u wet
on this deck,u never let anyone boss u around
or put u down,cuz around here actin funny means u a clown
they'll knock u down,cuz to them u not a person u the other noun
what can I say, I live here now,it's a harsh reality
in case u wonderin how I got here,because of my personality...
My original family didn't like me,or my attitude actually
I came home real late,and my anger built rapidly
so when they were mad at me,my mom would start slappin me
and factually my dad didn't care,cuz he wasn't even slackin me
so at 16 I packed some stuff and left a note sayin "screw you"
it was a civilized place called "home",and now im livin in a zoo
filling another page in my diary,again contemplatin my decision
it's gonna be another ruff day tryna survive my dreary premanition
This time it's for 5 grand and im selling on a mission
in hope my son might flee this life,and find a better way of livin
my only advice to anyone who reads this is,to your parents listen
dont end up as me,cuz this could be my last words written...
[EPILOGUE]
in deed it was. I am one fo teh few survivors of that bout
he sold the coke and earned the 5 grand but didn't make it out
at this place called home I stay with the crew and live this cursed life
and to anyone who thinks this is cool u really dont know the price...
*in memory...*
but im all that's left now,feeling stranded, loose to roam
so I guess I must survive on my own now,cuz this is home...
[END]