i have lived my whole life as 1 big lie

hustling, stealing, robbing, & pimpin 2 get a big slice of the pie
also i'm known 4 drinkin' liquor & smokin' on lah 2 make the time pass by
"I Wanna Change My Life" but i've been the "Black Sheep" in my family
i try everythang in my power 2 keep from going crazy & losing my sanity
but fuck all them cuz i neva wanted 2 b brought 2 this dying world
where it'z main concerns r money, jewerly, drugs, alcohol, &
so i say y should i try 2 change the world cuz it'z cursed all around me
then ur efforts end by u dying 1 of 2 ways either goin' 2 jail or in the ground G
i'm hellbound & born into sin as i enter my life existence out the womb
i'm gonna watch out 4 hataz cuz at age 6 they already predicted my doom
that's y i live in complete silence & isolate myself from everybody here
i'ma live "Thugged Out" til my last breath & like a "Ghost" just disappear